my belle..

funny thing love is..... one moment ure writing urself a suicide note and next ure ready to write the saga of love.... well the suicide part is my minds working and the later part is my belle's...- her name is paro.... well i cud write endlessly abt her..... but for the time being ... i will restrict to the new meanings my life as got...... to begin ... i really have found so less people so much in love... apart from me :).... she walks this balance of life and love.....she has this natural quality of putting people at ease...she always makes friends where ever she goes...among the two of us she is more sacrificing... you know this stuff about relationships being full of compromises....and more often than not you have to be at the receiving end ...not paro...she does it so naturally... she has given up a lot for me....and i wonder if i ever will be able to match upto her standards....i am truly blessed by having her in my life there is so much to learn from her .... and about her optimism you have to see her, to believe her... not many people know about the hurdles this iron lady has crossed..... but never i have ever found her in despair..always smiling, facing life as it comes ......paro is a bundle of talent too...at the first instant u might be tempted to dismiss her as a mere fake coz she has none of the airs of a talented brat... but oh myh god...she is so talented...i personally like her voice...her renedition of pal is meliflous...and at the same time very strong that u would want to sing it with her too.... i was hooked to her when i first her sing it and havent seen back since then.... but that nots all... she is a great dancer ..great performer on stage be it skit,choregraphy...u name it ...she makes all this look so effortless.... paro has with me with the downs and ups of life...... more downs then ups...sometimes i wonder how can she tolerate a guy like me.... but like i said before thats paro for you.... comimg from a remote part of the world...she has made the people of her place to dream ...and to fulfill them.....i could go on and on and on...... which i will coz i am never tired of respecting this girl...i know there has been times when i never stood by you paro ..... that i could not really give you that shoulder ..... but god only knows how i feel... and i would call my life sucessful the day i will give you ur due regards... it will take a bit of time..coz unlike you i have my share of follies.....i am a mere mortal..... but i will get there ...to stand out respectful in ur eyes.... and to say the whole world that i love you and i respect you a lot !!!